#coke #cocacola #love #rain #sunshower (Taken with Instagram at Dunkin’ Donuts)
March 16, 2012. Mental warfare insomnia. The mind is above all mysterious, baffling those who have spent their lives studying it. Brilliant individuals striving to explain the wonders of brain functioning. Theories have been formulated, studied, researched and terms coined but is the mind something to consume you and everything you are. Sometimes I wish my mind would short wire into a mind that worked in a more simplistic manner. A mind that is meticulous, that calculates every move, word or story it is introduced is beyond tiring. A mind that can detect fallacies in stories and fixates on the many holes left behind determined to piece together the truth and find a solution. A mind that cannot rest until it is aware of what it does not know or until is it provided with all information. While my personal self wishes to no longer care and wishes to just forget and look past the missing pieces my mind simply takes over and makes living and loving a challenge. My mind is not satisfied until all pieces to the puzzle are connected, until all colors in the pallet are filled. It is amazing that the moment all holes are filled that the problem seems to disperse and disappear into a part of the mind that forgets. I just wish my mind wouldn’t detect such things so I could find sleep, find trust, find love and to just live. At the same time I enjoy the thrill of a challenge or the need to compete a puzzle and that I can always seek the truth. I just want this to l go away in one final sitting, one final meeting so that it can be forgotten with no holes for my mind to fall into and investigate relentlessly. My mind is unique and those who do not have things to hide love it while those who have not revealed all truths not only fear it but disdain it. My mind is stressful and creates many problems but in the end it is very easy to appease. Please help my mind find ease and forget what has plagued it for what’s felt like an eternity. I at least deserve that much regardless of what is revealed it will be buried and will not cause issues it will simply allow my mind to stop and forget everything so that life and love can go where I want it to be. I can’t forgive and forget what I don’t fully know. It will not change anything except for a satisfied mind and a new beginning.

March 16, 2012. Mental warfare insomnia.

The mind is above all mysterious, baffling those who have spent their lives studying it. Brilliant individuals striving to explain the wonders of brain functioning. Theories have been formulated, studied, researched and terms coined but is the mind something to consume you and everything you are. Sometimes I wish my mind would short wire into a mind that worked in a more simplistic manner. A mind that is meticulous, that calculates every move, word or story it is introduced is beyond tiring. A mind that can detect fallacies in stories and fixates on the many holes left behind determined to piece together the truth and find a solution. A mind that cannot rest until it is aware of what it does not know or until is it provided with all information. While my personal self wishes to no longer care and wishes to just forget and look past the missing pieces my mind simply takes over and makes living and loving a challenge. My mind is not satisfied until all pieces to the puzzle are connected, until all colors in the pallet are filled. It is amazing that the moment all holes are filled that the problem seems to disperse and disappear into a part of the mind that forgets. I just wish my mind wouldn’t detect such things so I could find sleep, find trust, find love and to just live. At the same time I enjoy the thrill of a challenge or the need to compete a puzzle and that I can always seek the truth. I just want this to l go away in one final sitting, one final meeting so that it can be forgotten with no holes for my mind to fall into and investigate relentlessly. My mind is unique and those who do not have things to hide love it while those who have not revealed all truths not only fear it but disdain it. My mind is stressful and creates many problems but in the end it is very easy to appease. Please help my mind find ease and forget what has plagued it for what’s felt like an eternity.


I at least deserve that much regardless of what is revealed it will be buried and will not cause issues it will simply allow my mind to stop and forget everything so that life and love can go where I want it to be. I can’t forgive and forget what I don’t fully know. It will not change anything except for a satisfied mind and a new beginning.

Wife. You never break a pinky promise. #love #picoftheday #tagaholic #iphoneography #igerspescara (Taken with instagram)
I become a sappy sensation when asleep on medicine #instagood #tagaholic #instagramer #quotes (Taken with instagram)
Post-it heart #instagood #tagaholic #iphoneography #iphonesia #instagramer (Taken with instagram)
“Being “just friends” is cool with me, I get to sit back and watch you settle for second best :)”
“I’m patient. I’m fine. I’m balanced. I’m kind. My love is not wasted. You were everything. Love. Fight. Don’t fall behind.”
“When people say they love you, you just have to decide to believe them, because you’ll never know for sure.”
“It’s true I many not find another you, I will however find a better you.”
“Saying goodbye once and for all to the deception, bruises, mental scars and stripping me of a happy future with the one person I ever truly loved.”
“I may have claimed I was over you, I may have claimed I was happy with the choice I made to walk away, I may have claimed I didn’t need you… I’ve realized maybe everything I claimed was a lie I told myself to make everything seem fine. I’m tired of forcing myself to appear fine when in reality I’m a wreck. I want my loving, caring, cuddling boyfriend back who always knew the right things to say and knew how to hold me and love me the right way. I promise I can be a better lover if you promise to be the happy person I met so long ago and shared so much with.”
“I miss the way your scent lingers on all things I possess.”
“You sent me to a dead end with no where to turn. I was forced to turn my back and venture into the unknown to find a road that never ends.”
:) why is she so big (Taken with instagram)
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