January 2011
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January 31, 2011
Always seem to find myself WIDE awake the moment my boyfriend leaves.
I do however find myself with plenty of time to get ready / relax.
I spent most of my time looking at random things that do not need purchasing.
It’s about time to pump my body with caffeine and morning nutrients.
Homework may come into play somewhere before or after attempting “pretty”.
As for after all...
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I love my boyfriend and his cute texts
I was thinking last night. And I came up with a theory. I think that this relationship is exactly what both of us needed. I needed someone to love and care about that felt the same way back. iv been looking for this for so long I’m so grateful to have actually found someone. And you needed someone that could rip down that wall that you built so strong. And of course you needed someone that...
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7:02pm
I don’t want you to ever feel insecure, jealous, uncomfortable or uneasy about anyone else in this world. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. You brought a person out of myself that has been buried and locked away. You caused me to see all I had missed out on, all the love and passion I took for granted, to see a side of love I had tossed a side as meaningless waste. You...
January 26th 2011
You’re one of the best thing’s that has ever happened to me.
Thank You.
Out of all the clothes I own nothing seemed suitable to wear to bed. I chose a worn t-shirt reeking of old spice pits <3 Thank you boyfriend.
January 25th 2011
Cultural Artifact
The journal I carry with me today is the figurative glue that binds me together. While my exterior may appear pieced together, the journal houses the broken interior that I share with no one. Poetry and journal entries have been a part of my life since elementary school. I am able to release my emotions, conflicts and challenging memories through writing,...
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January 25th 2011
I love the way He can create hostility. I love how he takes the blame when he is entirely justified. I love the random topics he draws attention too. I love the simple things he says that make life less uneasy. I love every corny, cheesy and childish line that seeps from his thoughts.
I love how you introduced me to the side of love I had sworn off. The side I had lost, kicked aside and left...
Boyfriend..
Can you please come back … Leaving my at 4:30 in the morning is NOT okay with me. The moment you got up, offered your finger for me to hold, kissed me goodbye and slowly slid your finger from my grasp I became wide awake and unable to find sleep. I could have used the extra few hours of sleep to avoid feeling the effects of my allergic reaction.
You’re lucky you’re cute...
My job is so rewarding
Came in to find kids waiting at the door to bombard me with hugs, “I miss you’s”, “WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN’S”. I couldn’t have asked for anything more, I saw how much I mean to those kids and how my job means something to them as well as me.
Excited
for work … crazy for most but not me I miss my kids so bad <3
Also excited to be back into running lets just pray my hot pink jacket and new running shoes prevent me from getting:
Hit by a car
Kidnapped by black market salesman
Followed by a crying child sent out by gang bangers
Eating shit on ice
Hmmm...
Monday, Wednesday & Friday
10:25 Stats In Psychology
11:30 Pricipals of Teaching & Learning
1:40 Literature & Language Arts
3:00-7:00 Work
Tuesday & Thursday
8:15 Multicultural Education
12:45 Physical Education in Elementary Schools
3:00-7:00 Work
… Now tell me where I can fit in 30 hours of teaching please…
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4 words I never want to hear
ohheyitspaulene:
I don’t love you
you’re diagnosed with cancer
I found someone else
it was never real
we need to talk
you’re going to die
your ____ is dead
you cant have kids
I don’t remember you
lets just be friends
we cant be together
Tumblr is shutting down.
I forgot..
How much packing SUCKS!
Packing up my life.
Spending some time with Michelle & Peyton.
Last minute food shopping.
Goodbye Eastern Mass … Hello Western Mass.
Week 3
I still have a cold ( worse now )
I still have my monthly curse ( worse this month )
I still have a cyst ( worse in size )
This is utterly horrific.
Is it possible to quit your body?
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Last day
Of work at Bright Horizon’s until may :( I will miss it but I want to get back to school and back to my Highland kid’s.
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“Am I contagious… or just not so worth it anymore?”
Last "I'm sick and have nothing better to do with...
Today, I’ve realized, is the first day I haven’t seen Mr. Boyfriend since winter break started .. I don’t like it. In less than a week this will become a reoccurring event, about 5 days of not seeing one another a week. Bluck I say… BLUCK!
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I told you...
that I would be a horrible girlfriend. I would need you to care for me when illness strikes, only to infect you, I will make you ill.
I’m sorry.
