November 2010
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December 3rd-5th :)
So I got charged over $350 dollars for a $100 dollar hotel room that was split two ways so I should have been charged only $50. What was the outcome… I got reimbursed and got a free SWEET hotel room for the night which I will be using this weekend. I get to go home, get my paycheck, see the boys play for the first time since oh I don’t know a year ago and then relax poolside :).
Oh gosh this bed
It feels so cold
My head was led by the lies you told
But to...
– He Is We - Pour Me Out
Photos :) →
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Transcending.
I am intrigued as to how actions from your childhood transcend into your adult life, relationships and actions. As a child I would fall asleep soundly by means of mimicry, following the patterns of my mothers breathing. The simple, consistent sounds of her heartbeat would aid me in drifting into a slumber that no one could awake me from. I have realized 18 plus years later I have continued to...
:)
Family dinner and baileys Irish cream cake with the roomies than movie ad cuddles with Jonathan.
welp
Home in 18 hours
Thanksgiving Break 4 days!
Christmas Break 28 days!
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Life has caused many walls to be built, walls that allow me to remain strong no matter how weak I may be. Construction of such walls relies on concrete foundation laid from pieces of my very own past. I have learned to hide behind such walls in attempts to be strong for others, to be the one in which they turn a tear stained cheek towards. With barriers as defiant as I created I have found...
November 12, 2010
Exactly two months to date was the third worst day of my life and today I realized the wall I had been hiding behind is cracked and buckling at the foundation for it was not built to sustain nor resist the pain and anguish that grows behind it.
In the end it’s not about what you have
In the end it’s all about...
– ADTR
We’re a pulse that could shake the whole world.
– ADTR
I speak the truth,
and everybody else knows it.
So set your ego to the side...
– A Day To Remember
Hi! I was just thinking about you. There is a little girl in Maren’s...
– Aunt Patty
you had the nerve
To call out my weaknesses
And drag me through the dirt
– From First To Last
desires never to be fulfilled
Kurt Halsey, amazing artist as well as individual who is very in touch with his audience or so it seems. The thought of owning a personalized piece of art has been nothing more than a desire that I am sure will never be fulfilled. It is hard to ask an artist no matter how popular or private they may be to personalize work for just another fan. At the same time how can it be expected that one...
Je t’aime, Je t’adore
Ta gra agam ort
Taim i’ ngra leat
Kocham Ciebie
Tha gra’dh agam ort
Ich liebe dich
Ya tebya liubliu
I Love You
day off
means
Cleaning
Organizing
Make up work
I just want to lay in bed & cuddle on my day off
Fact..
In about 35 minutes a surprise from the one person I want beside me right now would be ideal. I have a fever and can’t sleep and just want you beside me since pretending isn’t sufficing at this moment in time. I finally have a day off from work, time to myself to relax and I just want to relax and do nothing in your company.
Fact..
I wish my boyfriend didn’t have to leave.
I hate saying goodbye but more so tonight oddly enough.
I disdain my college location at this particular moment.
Come back and lay with me :(
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Love is situational, love is convenient, love is only for the moment. Everything...
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Why grow an attachment to someone who will only grow to hate everything you...
Hmph
super sick
Loopy
Dizzy
Goofy
Unbalanced
Sore
Stuffy
Ache-y
Grumpy
Hallucinating
Frumpy
Agony
Craving
I just want to listen to the rain, drink tea, watch a movie and cuddle with my boyfriend who may or may not rub my sore self :(