March 2009
16 posts
it's time for a three week hiatus
I returned to school on a very lonely yet spacious bus ride, compelled to turn around and run away from everything i dreaded. The problem with running away is that the problem has arisen at home as well so i was torn between leaving a place full of turmoil as well as heading to a place full of dread and gloom. I decided to turn things around and take going back to school and being without money...
clean cotton
Finally decided to clean my bedding because well i’ve been sick and it’s not all that intelligent to continue sleeping in bedding. Bedding that you were confined to for a good two weeks sick … yeah germs tend to recycle themselves.
I love the smell of snuggle <3 he’s the best teddy bear ever leaving my stuff soft and smelling beautiful.
I’m wicked gay...
Fact:
I think my mom’s part of a secret agency that assassinates people.
Truth: I can’t wait to go to a different school and maybe even change majors …
Fact: I have an obsession with texture which may explain why i like to take my shoes off and walk around outside.
Truth: I enjoy going to parks and sitting on the swings during the day … kid’s are so cool.
Fact:...
4:13am
Braaagghhhh I don’t want spring break to end … so lame! I hope this weekend is a very exciting adventurous one so i feel like i can go back to school satisfied. I hate boring weekends … even when im sick i like them to be moderatly exciting and butt loads of fun.
Life in ten.
I’ve realized i ALWAYS look at the clock at 9:10pm every single day … i mean literally every single day. I then realized i calculate my day in mulitples of ten it makes time seem altered. It took thirty minutes to get home from hanging out but in my mind it took us 10 min done three times. When you count your over all time in intervals the time it takes doesn’t seem to appear...
Merry Happy
While most of the time i try to remain positive or at least a happy person it seems to not be the case the past few months. Once spring semester rolled around life has seem to literally jump from a peak of sheer happiness then drastically fall fast and hard into a lapse of negative emotions such as hurt, anger and the feeling of not knowing. I’ve reconsidered my enrollment in college,...
yooooo
st. patricks day !!! :)
The Devil Wears Prada - Dez Moines Lyrics <3
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loyalty lies in whom?
You think your friends hold the most loyalty to you .. yet they show their disloyalty in really bad ways. It’s not right for someone to put their nose where it doesnt belong nor make their own assumptions about things and put their own personal twist on a situation. When you relay information thats false, out of context and completely obsurd making me look like some crazy person im not...
You're life is a fuckin lie
It’s funny to think how many of your “friends” aren’t really friends at all, their simply stand in’s for when they feel they need someone to talk to or need to make someone look bad in order to glorify themselves. Now i know i can be pretty brootal at times especially in my demeanor .. i can be down right mean or in the words of my dad a total “bitch”. ...
I’m not quite sure why i did what i...
3.
Days until spring break is here and i can finally be home for a long stretch and bring myself back to a stable sense of mind. I can begin putting a new spin on my life by switching my academic envionrment and returning home to live and go to school. Taking a break from being / looking for a companion because i think its pointless to do right now at this time. I’m not ready for it and i dont...
:)
I love snow storms <3 especially when classes get cancelled for the day and the campus is shut down. This means i get to stay home for two extra days and i am more then over joyed about that fact.
