December 2008
20 posts
We give it all, we all just fade away - Emanuel
Its Christmas Eve and I’m not deadly sick but come tomorrow morning I know i’ll be coming down with something … In my 19 years of living its never let me down.
This new year will bring a revolution, a revolution against myself … sit back and watch the battle ensue.
London ...
I can’t wait to study abroad in England and see what life is like outside this insane place we call America. Escape from dear old Westfield State drama and any other stresses that life decides to bring.
Im also get my iPod touch and im so excited i’ve been without one for over 2 weeks and I want to cry … music is my sanity.
Christmas is in less then a week .. which means...
Eviction Notice...
Due to some stupid irrational faculty we have been evicted from our college apartment and have to be moved to another one. I love favortism its so sweet, for them at least. Hey we’ll see how things go … but for now lets all laugh it off and find the humor in this all.
Dear Lizz,
This will be your final notice, due to recent events we will be dragging you out of your room as soon...
Not quite my cup of tea...
I suck at life :] I have the inability to love cause I think love is for pansies and well I’d just rather not be a part of it cause love just hurts people and makes them cry and want to jump off bridges. I’m sure it would be nice to love someone but again I’d rather not, I’d rather just wander around life aimlessly. The other issue is the fact that even though I chose to...
WSC ... SUCKS
The worst school ever … they are incompetent and make irrational decisions. Apparently none of us are old enough to make choices for ourself … we need “parent” like figures to tell us whats best for us. So now instead of just stressing over finals and being sick me and 3 other roomates must look for a new apartment to move into … love how this school thinks its no...
Finals ... so close
So close to being done … yet so far when thinking of all the work that needs to be done. I haven’t eaten in days, been sick for a month and can’t get all of this work done and together.
wish me luck
Level Sicks (six)
Well i’ve reached my sixth level of sickness … bring on the inability to swallow :] God how i love this time of the year its been 19 years of being sick from Thanksgiving to Christmas I have yet to break the tradtition.
Sunday morning...
What is with me sleeping in until 4 pm … I guess it’s good me making up sleep but its ridiculous. I must admit I do love Sundays … It’s an excuse for laziness.
What more is there to know ...
Fact: I have no motivation lately
Fact: I’ve slept through all of my classes the past two days
Fact: I hate more people then i should
Fact: I can be a failure at times
Fact: I leave the best myspace comments
“I wanna cover you in cake batter… cook you until your a nice gold brown with a soft center … :] p.s i’d love to sprinkle you with hot pink jimmies”
How productive am I?
I went to bed around 2 am after mopping the floor, destroying the freezer and refigerator and baking cookies. I slept through all my classes and woke up at 12:30 then fell back to sleep only to wake up at 5:30. So i pretty much went to sleep in the dark and woke up in the dark. Now I have to get out eat and do something, make up for lost time.
It's Monday morning and I would kill for a chance...
So I decided to take a 4am drive around Westfield as a means of clearing my head from all the chaos and turmoil within the apartment. It has to be one of my favorite ways of relaxing aside from writing because it just you, the road, music and your thoughts. No one can interupt your thought, no one can steal that moment from you, it’s the best way to cool off and return to a problem with...
It's an epidemic!
Reality t.v shows are out of control i mean a double shot at love? Real chance at love? There so stupid and retarded … yet sadly i must admit no matter how ridiculous they are i find myself watching them and laughing my ass off …
paris hilton needs to stab herself in the eye as do the people who actually want to be her friend …
It's almost here !
The countdown begins … 2 weeks and its christmas break time again folks :]
Mind you we do need to get past the exams and loads of work but i’ll survive
1. Can’t wait for snow
2. Christmas food !
3. PRESENTS
4. Family parties
5. Other parties
6. 2009 !!!
oh but lets remember how im STILL sick !!!
Fact or fiction ... I'm your worst victim
Fact: Feed me mushrooms and I’ll die.
Fiction: I never got down with “mmmbop”
Fact: I love this song
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HJEySrDerj0
Fiction: I’ve never eaten asparagus
Like an apple hanging from a tree I picked the...
I wish it was that easy …
Wierd side note: The topic of twilight … which has become and obnoxious epidemic but thats beside the point. Me and Al stood in line at K-Mart and there arose the question of the apples meaning … now mind you i read the book awhile ago and couldn’t really tell you if the meaning was expressed. But it was decided that the apple symbolized...
“Perfection will never over power us.
Don’t hide from the light they can’t burn...”
– Emarosa
School's In
Time to go back to high school for a day and observe teaching styles, this is going to be an adventure … 6 hours of school ! I barely did that when I was in high school.
I didn’t realize how long high school days were until i actually went back and spent a day there… college is so much better. I love picking my classes, picking my class times and not having classes...
